Są momenty, że widzę jaśniej.
Momenty, które staram się zamieniać w codzienność.
W pewność. Wiem, czego przyszłam doświadczyć.
W pewność. Wiem, czego przyszłam doświadczyć.
Piękna, spokoju, miłości, dobroci, radości. Lekkości, łatwości
i zabawy. Przyjemności. Odkrywania i przypominania sobie na nowo siebie.
i zabawy. Przyjemności. Odkrywania i przypominania sobie na nowo siebie.
Dziś chcę podzielić się z Wami mocnymi, docierającymi do samiuśkiego środka, do najmniejszej cząsteczki ciała, uwalniającymi słowami Toni Jones.
„I am remembering the freedom- to be here and live an enjoyable life.
Its not for me to be always, to be all about self improvement
I trust, I relax and enjoy myself.
It is more than ok to take a break from healing
I take as many breaks I need from always analysing my behaviour.
I listen more to my heart than protests of my logical mind.
I invite spontaneity and transcend habit in my life.
My purpose is to be in joy
My purpose is to feel amazing with myself
My purpose is to realise who I am being as love
My purpose is to enjoy food
My purpose is to reinvent fun
My purpose is to express who I am
My purpose is to satisfy my soul
My purpose is to inspire through my being
My purpose is to have fun
(…)
I am no longer orienting around pain, I am organising around pleasure.
Being busy is not my purpose.
Busy healing helping working achieving changing.
I can release the control to heal and allow what has happened to me, for me.
Rest and ease is productivity and I am normalising that in my life.
I dont need to martyr myself for change
(…)
When I breathe I did the most,
When I breathe purpose is fulfilled,
When I relax I achieve,
When I play I am worthy.
No matter how much I learn about what needs change in my life, how much I become aware of the trauma – I know I am whole.
(…)
I am not anxious about my trauma wounds,
I am not worried about what hasn’t healed within myself,
Im having fun, Im enjoying food, Im dancing
Im playing, Im kissing, Im living.
I was born to live, not to heal.
My living is the healing.
Life is purpose in itself
My healing is not my purpose.”
